Friday, March 28, 2008
I rmb when i was young you will come my hse every week...
u will buy me sweet potato soup or western food...
u will ask me to study hard...
when i talk back..u will say i m naughty..
but u never scolded me...
when cousin went astray..
u called and find mum...
u cried in the phone...
u sounded so helpless...
u dun listen to mum's words...
u dote on cousin a lot...
u fell and hurt ur head...
u looked much older then...
not the you i noe...
talking loudly in hokkien...
den not long after...
u started ur war with all the cancer cells...
but it's too late den...
u only got 6 - 8 mths left...
lucky is that cousin turn over a new leaf...
i can see that he dote on u now...
it might be a little late...
but at least u can stop worrying about him...
u went through 2 major opp...
u looked very weak in the icu...
i couldn't recognise u...
u looses weight as days goes by....
in the ward...
u looked so cute when u didn't want to lie on the bed...
u walked about...
u want everything u used to be very clean...
u told me lots of stories...
u nag about everything u could think of....
u hold my hands so tightly...
asking me to promise you that...
i will be a good girl...
i will study hard...
i will take care of my mum...
u say she's ur only sis...
i noe u r suffering...
now all the suffering had ended...
hope u are well in the world i could not contact u...
hope u find peace and comfort there...
i'll miss you!!!
went to visit aunt today at ASSIS care center...
she loss lots of weight...
she looked like those African who suffered from hunger...
she got no strength to talk...
she uses signs and actions to communicate with us...
she closes her eyes most of the time as if she was sleeping...
she looked very weak...
mum was sad...
so am i...
but there's nth much we could do...
well...for the past 2 days...
went back sch for the ogl training...
was tiring...
but it was fun sometimes...
hols ending soon...
gonna be yr 2 le...
haiz...
stress...
study...
Monday, March 24, 2008
well...did'nt blog for many days because my mio voice service is down from thurs...
only got it fixed on Sunday...
tt's show how "efficient" singtel are!!!!
no wireless, no phone...life was miserable...like living in an isolated island!!!
omg...how did i survived???haha
well... just like my msn nick...
i'm beginning to like playing badminton...haha...
though i am suffering from severe muscle ache!!!
haha...i'm like a crippled woman...
like an old lady...
cant climb up or down the stairs!!!
ok...just some random thoughts of mine above....
now comes the serious part...
my maternal aunt(me mum's elder sis)
suffered from cancer...
only found out last year...
she went through 2 major operations...
last week...received a call from my cousin...
my aunt got only less than 2 weeks left...
well...of course my mum cried...
when i saw her tears...
i told myself i need to be strong...
i wanna stop my tears...
i wanna let my mum lean on my shoulder...
i tried very hard..but a few tears just flow out...
den my only way to not let my mum felt worse...
was to run to the toilet...
to bath...
to cry...
to let the water get mixed up with my tears..
to wash off my sadness...
well....enough of venting...
haha...
well...tt's all..
bye~
Monday, March 17, 2008
well....my legs are aching...
in fact my whole body are aching...
thanks to the badminton training i've joined every Saturday...
but i will persevere till the end...haha...
coach Lee is a nice coach..haha
i'm abit random...
tt's all...byebye~
=)
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
ok...i'm back with the pics....haha...
Taiwan Trip
Streets of Taiwan
Taiwan Storyland!!!
Ye Liu
FOOD!!!
HongKong DisneyLand!!!
Disney parade!!!
Cute!!!
ok...i looked super fat in all this pics...haha...
because i was wearing 4 layers of shirts under my jacket...
muahahaha...the weather was damm cold... 11 degree...omg..haha
but i miss the weather there now when i'm in singapore...
hopefully i can go taiwan again in the future!!!
Lastly...i wanna thank my parents for this wonderful trip...
and
gene for being a great wan ban(playmate)...haha...
you've made this trip even better...lol...
Thursday, March 6, 2008
well..i just came back frm hols on tue~
lazy to update...tt's why my blog had been very boring..haha...
well will post pics once i've finish editing the size...s
o tt's shall be it...haha...
will update on a very detailed info abt my hols in the next post...
so ppl...pls be patience~
=)
